記憶的氣味。尋找心方向

My ideal person must be my best friend who I can trust and respectable.

Why I’m still single now. That’s not because I set a high level looking at guys. It’s because I haven’t met a right one. The one must be matching both in mental and physical way with me. So the first thing is we must have many things to talk about. After that I can respect him, and then I feel this person trustable so it’s taking easy to be with.

When you feel something wrong naturally such us heart beating, joyful mood, sensitive mind, being hurt easily……that’s about falling into love. It’s like there is only someone in your world, you like sharing everything with him. You check every detail of his movement, smile or emotion. You like being with him no matter what you do or where you go together. That’s a feeling you just can’t resist, a mood you cant handle.

I’m happy I take my sensitive inside back. The ideal person to me is not because he is rich, he has a good job or he treats me very nice. These are not the elements to pay my attention. And that’s why my past relationships didn’t keep long. I was always waiting for guys who are attracted to me. Finally I found my heart strayed outside.

Another issue is pop up obviously. My idea type of guys is physically big or muscular, acting outgoing or aggressive. I can’t really find anyone like this in my life. So that’s why I haven’t given up having a long stay dream in another exotic country such as Spain or Brail. Maybe I got used to in heavy tasty. Who knows?